Aug. 27

Stress does weird things to people. Crabby, selfish, short-sighted, lazy, slothful, myopic, hungry/satiated, dull, agitated, ... and that's just me. What I find totally bizarre about the whole thing is, I can see only the essence of these things in me, like a ghosted image on the tv screen - it's best seen if you don't look directly at it. What I see clearly is "this person is arrogant." or "that person is not managing anger well." or "Wow, is that person controlling." and my mind tells me that I should deal with the issues I see, but my heart tells me that I need to deal with the issues I can't see.

It's only been a month since this adventure began. I think I should just hold on for the ride.